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Day 16 of 44 — A story campaign to bring awareness to my GoFundMe. Click here to read the rest….

Sunday, November 3, 2019

Waking up without it – after its bleeding away overnight. It’s there before sleep arrives but carries no trust to stay. In the morning I must chant for it, call out the names, and remind all watchers of their purpose. They too sleep – in the cold airs of the dark almost as if the matter lay their bed.

It arrives at some point stronger than ever. With a breath comes the gut punch, a good feeling they watch for. Your response is never important, just do what breaths do, and let go. It’ll make its exit soon, so take it with gratitude. And again, let go.

It’ll keep happiness in a high place, but do not identify with it. For you have it, therefore awareness is all which is required. It completes the now, confirms the afore, and says for the future is one step ahead.

Just take it, and let go.


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Born and raised in Portland, Oregon, Budd writes to encourage readers to explore the depths of their inner ocean, an unexplored self, because it's fun once you get through the emotional part... “The world around us is our vehicle, what you'll read is how I digest it.” -Budd

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