Updated: October, 15 2018
In Other Words, What Words Cannot Describe….
Word one, ‘chrysalism’ because I watched football every evening this past weekend and was quite happy and content about it in the moments. My excuse was that I wasn’t getting out anyway, because it was rainy and cold all weekend as well. Meanwhile believing that football would entertain me. But was it worth it? Naw’ cuz’ the Seahawks didn’t win.
But in the chrysalis of conditions I was upset that a team didn’t win – ignoring what actually entertained me in the recent moments. As football is played by individuals in the most muddled conditions – players must detect other players and act on it. The opponent’s side is what’s most uncertain, yet a win is a must because otherwise what are we watching it for?
The true fans respect the players as individuals – because they recognize that they’re a part of the meaningful games that entertain. Even in the most scattered conditions players are trained to execute well enough to win, as they ignore the cold, rainy, and the uncertainties of their next actions. They’re entertaining whilst you in the chrysalis of conditions. That’s what’s meaningful to me. And I appreciate their effort because I respect the work required to do all what they do. We believe the players are entertaining, while ignoring the rain outside since we’re in the comfort of being indoors. Players as individuals believe they’re going to win, meanwhile ignoring the muddled conditions around them. The irony of word play.
I fear this, in a way that I don’t want to be seen like the others because they’ll assume the failure, but to recognize the stigma is a failure. So, I don’t represent it. I envision my readers seek novel and valuable sources of content on this site, and often I fail because I talk about myself and my lifestyle. With much substance because I do a lot of thinking, to avoid capturing the vemÖdalen moments I see across social media. It reminds me you all got there first and inspires me to do it different. Social media is the first come first serve platform, but I’ll talk about that later. Stay tuned..
Anemoia doesn’t ‘Google’ to be etymological constructed, maybe I missed it. Even though I feel guilty for desiring a time of my past, ironically, I feel it’s the same feeling we get when desiring a time for our future. You get what you inspect, not what you expect. If the feeling or desire for a futuristic time, moment or place is well thought out and planned, it’ll likely ‘feel’ as if it already happened. Yet your facts won’t be straight because it’s just your imagination happening. We’re wanderlusting in those terms.
Very few people understand the term in this perspective. The anemoia feeling to a competitive individual is one thing behind closed doors, but to the people they are simply winners in front of the crowd. What the people don’t know, is that competitors have already felt the win in the past, we’re just witnessing them capitalizing on what they’ve felt, in their anemoia [past] moments.
Thus, they’re cool, calm and collected in the present.
(I ended up not caring)